Hi Guys,
It saddens me to say that after a month full of hope and positive thinking, my mental state deteriorated and as of today I'm taking lexapro with the hope to feel some relief.
Anyway, this week I started my new job after my former boss convinced me to join him and give up on another which pays very well and to my shock- this new job sucks really bad , I mean I'm even willing to go back to my old one if they were willing to have me back.
along with that, my mother is having artery issues again, 50% block in her artery after last year I almost lost her for 90% block...
Today I had a huge panic attack and anxiety, I just couldn't believe how things could go so awfully wrong and I'm just overwhelmed with emotions, I'm having very negative thoughts about the future.
I'm tried of everything and all I want is to get the hell out of the country, live in Australia where my sister is, the only person who actually knows how to talk to me and be a real friend.
It saddens me to say that after a month full of hope and positive thinking, my mental state deteriorated and as of today I'm taking lexapro with the hope to feel some relief.
Anyway, this week I started my new job after my former boss convinced me to join him and give up on another which pays very well and to my shock- this new job sucks really bad , I mean I'm even willing to go back to my old one if they were willing to have me back.
along with that, my mother is having artery issues again, 50% block in her artery after last year I almost lost her for 90% block...
Today I had a huge panic attack and anxiety, I just couldn't believe how things could go so awfully wrong and I'm just overwhelmed with emotions, I'm having very negative thoughts about the future.
I'm tried of everything and all I want is to get the hell out of the country, live in Australia where my sister is, the only person who actually knows how to talk to me and be a real friend.