I don't know, but I always thought each life is an important piece of this universe. We're what makes this universe, each individual have the power to affect the next person that's right next to us, whether we die, or we live, it will have a lasting effect in some way, whether we know it or not, going by that logic, I think life and death doesn't really matter, but it is only when we live we could have more power to make changes, influence others, or whatever, perhaps live to make an example for others that life isn't all that shitty if you stick with it.