Where did I go?

[Jonah746]

Before I was lonely, I was not.
I would hang out with friends every night. I'd usually see the same people at least every week and we would go out for drinks or watch sports on tv or play basketball or football in the park.

One day I decided that I wouldn't make any outgoing calls for one week.

I was just curious about who would contact me because I felt like I was putting forth all the effort into my relationships.
One week passed and I had only spoken with a bank representative.
I gave it one more week.
It's been nearly three months now and I haven't heard from any of those friends.

My loneliness is self-induced, but in a way I prefer it.
I prefer knowing that I have nothing, than having faith in something that isn't real.

I do not fear solitude, I find strength in it.
My happiness or sadness depends solely on myself.

 

[SkuzzieMuff]

Well, I guess you answered your own question? You stayed home. :/

 

[Jonah746]

Nah, I drive my car...a lot.

GTIs are fun

 

[Poueff]

One sided relationships... idk,I'm like that aswell,but to me it's just natural to give the first step and ask people out

 

[Jonah746]

I have nothing against making the first step, someone has to do it.
I'm talking about people I've known for years and the relationship slowly became more one-sided.
Why would I want that?

 

[redrotary13b]

Jonah, I agree with you and I think your friends are crappy.

I think the way you experimented was the right thing to do.
It's time to make new friends.