Before I was lonely, I was not.
I would hang out with friends every night. I'd usually see the same people at least every week and we would go out for drinks or watch sports on tv or play basketball or football in the park.
One day I decided that I wouldn't make any outgoing calls for one week.
I was just curious about who would contact me because I felt like I was putting forth all the effort into my relationships.
One week passed and I had only spoken with a bank representative.
I gave it one more week.
It's been nearly three months now and I haven't heard from any of those friends.
My loneliness is self-induced, but in a way I prefer it.
I prefer knowing that I have nothing, than having faith in something that isn't real.
I do not fear solitude, I find strength in it.
My happiness or sadness depends solely on myself.
I would hang out with friends every night. I'd usually see the same people at least every week and we would go out for drinks or watch sports on tv or play basketball or football in the park.
One day I decided that I wouldn't make any outgoing calls for one week.
I was just curious about who would contact me because I felt like I was putting forth all the effort into my relationships.
One week passed and I had only spoken with a bank representative.
I gave it one more week.
It's been nearly three months now and I haven't heard from any of those friends.
My loneliness is self-induced, but in a way I prefer it.
I prefer knowing that I have nothing, than having faith in something that isn't real.
I do not fear solitude, I find strength in it.
My happiness or sadness depends solely on myself.