wildflower
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I had friends in primary and high school..but i always had a bestfriend outside of school and thats who i only cared about. I had bestfriends during my school years but they didn't last.
Anyway, since school done i still had a few friends but i realized i didn't value them as friends and only cared about myself and i wasn't right to have friends so we drifted. I'm also too shy and socially uncomfortable so i nevee make new friends nor do i put myself out there.
I go everywhere on my own: shopping, walks, drives, get food. I spend a lot of time at home listening to music and reading and also enjoying my mum and grandparents company. I treasure my time with them cos i know they won't be here as long as i am.
I'm different compared to people i know my age cos they go out, have fun, spend time with friends and loved ones. I realized that when i look at their facebook and went totally emo cos it made me feel like i have no life when i actually had no huge issue with myself and my life. But then when i compare.. I'm like so lifeless...and i wonder if thats what i'm supposed to do. Everyone else is doing that...why aren't i? Why do i feel so alone that's this way at this age?
I'm a female btw. I just wanna know what you think? :/
Anyway, since school done i still had a few friends but i realized i didn't value them as friends and only cared about myself and i wasn't right to have friends so we drifted. I'm also too shy and socially uncomfortable so i nevee make new friends nor do i put myself out there.
I go everywhere on my own: shopping, walks, drives, get food. I spend a lot of time at home listening to music and reading and also enjoying my mum and grandparents company. I treasure my time with them cos i know they won't be here as long as i am.
I'm different compared to people i know my age cos they go out, have fun, spend time with friends and loved ones. I realized that when i look at their facebook and went totally emo cos it made me feel like i have no life when i actually had no huge issue with myself and my life. But then when i compare.. I'm like so lifeless...and i wonder if thats what i'm supposed to do. Everyone else is doing that...why aren't i? Why do i feel so alone that's this way at this age?
I'm a female btw. I just wanna know what you think? :/