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I know this isn't new to most of us. I feel so empty. Despite all that is in my life, fiance, job, apartment, etc. I am empty inside.

I'm not even sure what to say. Every relationship I get in, ends, badly. I'm losing it. I'm not well when I'm by myself. I keep making mistakes. They are overcoming me. I'm losing myself.

I feel that everyone is sick of me, both online and in real life. I know I'm sick of me. I just want a new life, maybe I wouldn't screw it up.

I am going to start out by saying the different things that I suffer from. Severe depression (I am suicidal often) ADHD (I cannot focus on ANYTHING, from video games, to projects, to signing up for classes) OCD (I get fixated on stupid things, I tend to get fixated on my ADHD, and it throws me...

I sit alone in this individual-less room. I only have the comforts of which have been bought. The only thing I hear are those blades that swirl around in that confined space. I am alone. With my fantasizer and blinder off; I am able to realize these things of which I am conveying from my pen. I...

I play video games to escape from real life. When I play video games, I feel like I am living in that world. Particularly two video games. I was playing one of them and I completed this level, and there was this girl, Christina, and at the end, we had to go our separate ways. This broke my...

Many of you know my past, and that I've been battling depression, from severe depression to about half a year ago, I have started to really try to set out and cure, maybe just subdue my depression, and although things have gotten better it's still not enough. I thought that doing more exercise...

Words cannot describe how awfully I am sick and restless from being so alone and anxious all the time. I do not wish to wake up and get up. I do not know if I can go much further in this apathetic state. My depression and anxiety prevent me from fully living my life. I get up usually around 2 or...

Well I'm going to go into any details nor explain the why this situation is the way that it is. My mother lost her job. This means that we're in huge financial trouble. They're scrapping for money like never before. Getting rid of our cell phone service, which means I am getting a pay phone...

This is one of the most realistic dreams and long dreams I have ever had. I dreamt that of this life for 25 years. My dream starts out with me in the final year of high school. I was really really good friends with this one girl, we were dating. So we decided to get married. When we told our...

Racism and prejudice has become so common among our society, that it taints the goodness inside everyone to the point of utter destruction and hatred. Thus making society as a whole infected with it's evil and ignorance. This infection has been around since the time when man could intelligently...

What video game are you playing right now? What other games are you playing right now? (NOTE - This thread has to do with video games, flash games, arcade games, etc. nothing in this thread should have nothing to do with anything sexual) I just played a few hours of GTA IV getting my...

I live in the Washington D.C. Area, specifically Northern Virginia, anyone out there?

He woke up shaking, started to ear up, then put his head on the pillow. He just experienced a dramatic event in his past. He had to think whether or not he was awake. It was so hard to tell. His experiences while he slept were too real, too close to reality to distinguish. He lived 2 lives, one...

It had been a year since he retreated from the ending world into his secure shelter underground. As he climbed the ash covered ladder to the world he could noticed the scent of the it, it was unfamiliar to him, he neither smelled exhaust, nor the scent of the road or of anything that he was...

VanillaCreme has just banned me from chat for 72 hours. Reasoning "For arguing". We were discussing why I couldn't be a moderator in the chat. Here is the discussion. (You will have to pause the video and read, sorry) I realize I kind of lost my control near the end and I could have acted in...

I get a 503 error, and it has a link to what I presume to be Xat's web host. "Error 503 Service Unavailable Service Unavailable Guru Meditation: XID: 588247699 Varnish" It seems like Varnish isn't a webhost (from what I can tell) but some website organization software, maybe they are...

You have a week till the end of the world, how do you spend it? EDIT - I will be thinking and adding to this post. 1) I'd make sure that my whole family knows that I love them 2) I want to get married, I would probably go half way across the country and ask this one girl if she would marry...

Hey when ever I try to go to chat.alonelylife.com it says that the site doesn't exist, is anyone having trouble as well?

I've had the best 2 days in a long time, today and yesterday. It all started yesterday morning, I had the best dream I have ever had. My dreams are very realistic, sometimes I cannot tell if it's real or not real, and sometimes things that happen in my dreams I think happened in real life. I...