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Well, 2013 has truly been a crazy year for me. After a lifetime of never having a girlfriend, not to mention never getting truly laid(previously my sole source of sex was by paying for it, if u know what i mean), I have in the course of 6 months plowed through 3 girlfriends who I had normal...

Hey guys. Been a long time since I logged on here. I hope you've all been doing well. Because I haven't. To give a short background, I was born in Iran, grew up in Sweden, currently living in China. So yeah, complicated no? Anyways, I will always consider myself an iranian, for that reason I...

Arghhh, im really frustrated. Recently I've noticed that my will is so ******* weak. And now, there have been some events(that i do not wish to disclose), where my weak will has cost me dearly in terms of both money and social aspects. I don't know, it seems that if one person pushes me enough...

Anyone else here sort of feels the same way? My childhood was so dysfunctional and full of, well, problems. I don't wanna say hate, but I do dislike all my family except my mom. In fact, these days I use my middle name, while back then everybody called me by my first name. This is how much I...

Man, I remember a time, more than 1 year ago when I was completely lonely. I literally only had my mom, dad, and another friend of mine. There was a time when I would've done anything to have friends. Here I am at my new place though, and here I've experienced the opposite. Too many people...

I dunno what's wrong. It seems that girls want you to call them and ask them out. And one of my problems has been that I'm sort of emotionally distant. I don't call them often or ask them even if i have their number. But when I try to do the opposite, they think I'm bothering them, im calling...

This year in February I moved abroad to study, and I've cut off all connections I had back in the old country due to all the honeysuckle I've gone through there. And my mom is responsible for my bad childhood. If I would list everything she has done to fresia my life up, and the emotional scars I still...

Man, these last 5 days has been really crap. I hate my own impulsive stupidity. I had moved to a new city, and I was getting ready to just enjoy life and not be anxious about girls and relationships and love. I thought to start enjoying life without constantly worrying about love and girls. For...

I really don't know how to feel against my mom anymore. She has been a very bad mother in certain respects and she has done many horrible things that has psychologically damaged me. At its root she is mainly responsible for making my childhood such a dysfunctional mess. She used to play...

It's summer break now, so there is no semester. And I'm a little bored and lonely now, but I've got many friends here. One of my problems is that for some reason I'm afraid to call them to see if they wanna hang out. They say to me, "you can call me and we can hang out". But when I pick up the...

For some reason, in real life I can be quite social and i have only some small problems in carrying a conversation. But when I chat on the web for some reason, I can't hold any webconversation. Typically it is only, "Hi" “Hi" ”How are you?" “Im fine. u?" "fine too" And then it dies. We dont...

You know, I read about many people here who are suffering from unreciprocated love, the girl of their dreams don't want them or they already have boyfriend or things like that. At least you can feel attachment and interest in another person. So be happy about that at least. Me, I can't fall in...

It's just that these last few month have been so tumultous, I have experienced ups and downs, but mostly steep "downs" in my quest for a girlfriend. Just so much honeysuckle has happened. And now, I don't feel anything anymore. Nothing stimulates me. I have no interests of my own, I can't feel happy...

I hate this flaw about myself. My friends like me, and I'm not ugly. I'm not mentally retarded, I haven't done anything bad. But yet I just can't pull the trigger because I'm a pathetic coward. I'm so scared of approaching girls. From time to time, there have been moments tents where I walk...

I am here now in my new country. I must say it has been a mixed experience, I have some good days, and some other days are just horrible. Still I don't regret going abroad. I'm not sure anymore what my future holds, or even if I do have a future. I'm going to make my attempt at success and see...

I'm leaving in two days now. And my brother has come to visit because the whole family will say goodbye now. For the first time in my dysfunctional family's history, we've been able to sit down and talk about past issues. It's been a bit painful to deal with it. Especially my brother who came...

It's just that, 10 days from now, I'm going to move abroad and study. I've had a horrible life, a horrible childhood. So I'm going to pursue my dreams now, and I don't know what will happen, if I will succeed or fail. Sometimes, I'm looking forward to it. I feel optimistic, I feel as if...

Right now I'm sitting here in front of my computer being completely lonely. And I really mean it. I know people and I talk to them sometimes, but it ******* kills me when I see that I have all these names on my phone list but I can't call them for various reasons. Either they do not want to be...

This one has been a tough cookie for me to crack. There have been a few times where a girl has been interested in me. I have also been interested in her but i fall into some sort of paralysis. Because of my messed up childhood I still have trust issues with people, and it is very hard for me to...

Man, in one month I'm going to move abroad, quite far away. I have had such a miserable shitty life in this honeysuckle country I live in. And finally I'm going to leave it all behind. Almost everything has been arranged now. And I am happy to move abroad and pursue my dreams. But these last few days...