Okay so when I was young I was big and fat and was always shy. I began to lose weight halfway during secondary/high school; i'm now in my 3rd year at college and am 5ft 9" and 11st. I can't seem to lose or gain weight not tone my body, but that's probably because I never set myself a goal. This doesn't affect me anyway, but I think talking to old friends and hearing "i remember when you used to be well fat" knocks me back.
Anyway 2 years ago I went to a party when I was still recovering from the cosmetic injuries of my accident and someone told me "you're the ugliest kid i've ever seen". Now every time I think of that moment, it sticks in my head and makes me feel scared that I'm so ugly.
I think I am quite a confident person because I think I'm a pretty decent person, but when I walk around the streets or places filled with people, I feel like everyone's looking at me and thinking "he's so ugly". I put on a fake confidence to pretend I don't care about it, but I aways feel worse.
I've been told I've got a big nose and I hardly ever get compliments or looks from girls or whatever. My parents say I'm handsome but I'm the typical son that can't believe his parents when they say he looks good.
Was wondering if there was any ways to walk around without worrying about how I look? I feel the way I am doesn't ever fit with what I look like; as if i look like a complete weirdo or something. Hopefully this makes sense to someone lol. Cheers
Anyway 2 years ago I went to a party when I was still recovering from the cosmetic injuries of my accident and someone told me "you're the ugliest kid i've ever seen". Now every time I think of that moment, it sticks in my head and makes me feel scared that I'm so ugly.
I think I am quite a confident person because I think I'm a pretty decent person, but when I walk around the streets or places filled with people, I feel like everyone's looking at me and thinking "he's so ugly". I put on a fake confidence to pretend I don't care about it, but I aways feel worse.
I've been told I've got a big nose and I hardly ever get compliments or looks from girls or whatever. My parents say I'm handsome but I'm the typical son that can't believe his parents when they say he looks good.
Was wondering if there was any ways to walk around without worrying about how I look? I feel the way I am doesn't ever fit with what I look like; as if i look like a complete weirdo or something. Hopefully this makes sense to someone lol. Cheers