I dislike people who display their happiness that they have someone.
I can't help it.
I get this twinge of radiating pain in my heart,because I know I don't have that happiness,or satisfaction of knowing out of the billions of people in the world,someone chose me.
They like something about me that I didn't know I posessed,or they're attracted to me on all levels.
This pain is also triggered when I see PDA,couples together,Valentine's Day,commercials for eHarmony and other sites,and commercials for the latest crap romantic movie.
Sometimes I'm okay,other days...they just completely decimate me. One thing will send me into a downward spiral.
I can't help it.
I get this twinge of radiating pain in my heart,because I know I don't have that happiness,or satisfaction of knowing out of the billions of people in the world,someone chose me.
They like something about me that I didn't know I posessed,or they're attracted to me on all levels.
This pain is also triggered when I see PDA,couples together,Valentine's Day,commercials for eHarmony and other sites,and commercials for the latest crap romantic movie.
Sometimes I'm okay,other days...they just completely decimate me. One thing will send me into a downward spiral.