Unix
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Being here i have seen a lot of people that are in a relationship, have kids, friends but they still feel alone. Now, i wonder: who else have ever experienced true loneliness here? Someone who never had any real friends, a serious relationship or caring parents. Is absurd, i think that i was born without something very important to social relationships, almost like something is missing. I can't make friends, i always take interest in other people but they never reply that interest back, i always engage in conversation with people but they never start a conversation on their initiative with me, i always text / invite people to do things but they never take the initiative to invite me somewhere, i'm always the one who need to put the effort and i almost never get reciprocated.
I have tried them all. And i don't even talk about searching someone who can love me, since i was born with a small dick and it doesn't even work well (LOL, it sucks to know that a thing you can't do nothing about is actually ruining your life) , so finding someone who might love me also in a sexual way looks like a mirage to me, on this topic i just gave up. I have learned that muscles and looks doesn't matter that much at the end, they give you the confidence but in my case even with confidence, muscles and looks i seem to be unatractive to women, they just don't give a fresia about me. Fat, unatractive, insignificant and unintelligent people are actually getting way more social interactions than me without putting any effort, is pretty demoralizing (i don't wanna judge, is just that i can't explain this to myself)
There are the "friends" that calls you only to get motivated ( yes, besides all i'm very positive in life, the only thing that keeps me away from suicide ) and then just vanish untill they gf/bf offends them again.
So i ask you, there is someone who actually experienced true loneliness here? I am not talking about married people feeling alone, i talk to those who are truly alone, not having someone who cares about them, spending months without hanging with someone different that your coworkers
Funny thing, i feel alone even here, with other lonely people
I have tried them all. And i don't even talk about searching someone who can love me, since i was born with a small dick and it doesn't even work well (LOL, it sucks to know that a thing you can't do nothing about is actually ruining your life) , so finding someone who might love me also in a sexual way looks like a mirage to me, on this topic i just gave up. I have learned that muscles and looks doesn't matter that much at the end, they give you the confidence but in my case even with confidence, muscles and looks i seem to be unatractive to women, they just don't give a fresia about me. Fat, unatractive, insignificant and unintelligent people are actually getting way more social interactions than me without putting any effort, is pretty demoralizing (i don't wanna judge, is just that i can't explain this to myself)
There are the "friends" that calls you only to get motivated ( yes, besides all i'm very positive in life, the only thing that keeps me away from suicide ) and then just vanish untill they gf/bf offends them again.
So i ask you, there is someone who actually experienced true loneliness here? I am not talking about married people feeling alone, i talk to those who are truly alone, not having someone who cares about them, spending months without hanging with someone different that your coworkers
Funny thing, i feel alone even here, with other lonely people