heretostay
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Its been a rough couple of weeks. My H has been out of town and Ive been extremely lonely. I have no friends, no one. While my H was away I thought we were really starting to communicate, starting to get along. I was really looking forward to him coming home. He was away for about two weeks. I picked up him Thursday afternoon. I was so excited to see him. But he would hardly even look at me. It was so depressing. I asked him what was wrong. He said nothing.
So after spending that whole time thinking we were actually starting to communicate, that he was actually starting to be in the relationship, i got dropped on my ass. I was so depressed. I couldnt sleep so i decided to go for a drive. i drove around for about an hour and on my way home I hit some lady. It was a pretty bad accident. I was driving my H's car and its completely destroyed. We sold it to a junk yard.
Now i just feel like im in shock. Im so depressed and almost stoic, except sometimes i just feel like crying all the time. its hard for me to get out of bed, go to school, do normal things. but im doing them because i know how ugly it can get if i stop. but im just going through the motions. im so utterly depressed right now.
It just feels like its one thing after another.
So after spending that whole time thinking we were actually starting to communicate, that he was actually starting to be in the relationship, i got dropped on my ass. I was so depressed. I couldnt sleep so i decided to go for a drive. i drove around for about an hour and on my way home I hit some lady. It was a pretty bad accident. I was driving my H's car and its completely destroyed. We sold it to a junk yard.
Now i just feel like im in shock. Im so depressed and almost stoic, except sometimes i just feel like crying all the time. its hard for me to get out of bed, go to school, do normal things. but im doing them because i know how ugly it can get if i stop. but im just going through the motions. im so utterly depressed right now.
It just feels like its one thing after another.