breadbasket
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Even to this day, around my friends. I lose them because I have terrible outbursts. And they run away from me. They are the subjects of war, death, crimes, and politics. They get shoved in my face allot, but I have the unfortunate nature of exploding in something unrelated. I have lost a very good friends by doing so. Even for a ******* like me, the experience is extremely painful. It's even worse knowing I cant get him back. It's shameful to know this is the second time this happens, and I am told over and over again to control myself.
I don't know how to control myself. Even after experiencing this ordeal a few times, one to a very good friend, I still do it. Even after experiencing the consequences of my actions, which includes arrest, it still happens. It's a constant burden that I cannot control myself.
I don't know how to control myself. Even after experiencing this ordeal a few times, one to a very good friend, I still do it. Even after experiencing the consequences of my actions, which includes arrest, it still happens. It's a constant burden that I cannot control myself.