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I don't mean suicide, I'm not talking about death. I'm talking about wishing I was never born...obviously I was, and now have no choice but to press forward...but it sucks...I don't want to, I want to quit. When it rains, it pours, and it's been pouring a lot lately. I'm 21, and have never...

I just want to give a thanks in advance to whomever reads this entire story and gives their input, because I truly and sincerely appreciate everyone thoughts and opinions. If anyone reading now has seen previous post of mine, you already know that I have terrible troubles with building...

So about 5 or so months ago, me and my long term "best" friend went through a series of arguments until we cracked. We eventually put it behind us (with no apologies) and are still friends. One of our many arguments happened when we planned to go to a concert on a beach a few hours away from us...

In my 20 years on this planet, I have one continuous problem, a demon of some sort that won't leave me alone. By this I mean, it's as if something has been blocking me from building relationships...with anyone. Currently, I'm mainly associated with 3 people, My "best friend," my...friend...

So, a few months ago (around the end of March) I made the decision to move in with my friend's family. Before, I was living with my grandparents in a different state. It was the state where I attended my first college, but didn't continue there after the first semester. My mom also lives there...

I'm 4 months shy of turning 20, currently enrolled in a college as an art major...but the thing is.... I SUCK at it. I always liked drawing growing up as something to pass time, or just because I was in the mood. I always had to work for hours and hours on one drawing that probably should have...

In my last post, I wrote about how I had trouble making friends at my college, while all of that was true, soon after that, I met wonderful girls that accepted me! It was the best feeling ever, and we quickly all became insuperable. There was four of us, and we all just meshed well together. We...

I've recently come up with the acceptance of not fitting in anywhere. I don't mean to come off as jaded, but I'm now a freshmen in college, had a group of friends....and lost them. I don't even know why. Why doesn't anyone understand me? Why don't they just accept me for who I am? I felt as if I...

To make things short, I have a best friend (and only friend) that is too caught up with her boyfriend (of 4 months) to think about me. I have a mom that never sees daylight because she's always in her room refusing to come out. I have a dad that I despise and two brothers I have no relationship...

So it's summer...and for the past two summers it's been the same...IM ALONE. Everyday, 5 days a week, I'm alone all day and no way of getting out. Im a teenager(17)with a license but no car...and will never get a car until I'm on my own and can buy it myself. I have a job, but they don't give me...

Ever since the age when I started to care what people thought of me, (around 11/12ish) I have always had low self esteem. I am now 17 and it still remains. Anything that happens to me that puts a downer on my day sets me off. I start thinking of everything that is wrong with me. It all runs...

I am a teenager and I despise my dad. I don't even like calling him dad because he doesn't deserve that title. He's selfish, manipulative, superficial, and self absorbed. He thinks anytime anyone is around him, that they're is talking about him. He just HAS to chime in and join, and it always...

So as soon as my brother hears somthing he doesnt want to hear,he goes insane. Example, i told him to be quiet because he was yelling from a game he was playing and literally went through the whole house. Just telling him to stop made him say, ''F*ck you, make me.I said you're not the only one...

so this is what happens with my 'friends' they always ditch me to hang out with just each other. they do this alllll the time and then post a bunch of pics on facebook,like I won't see them! and one of them only calls me when she needs to complain about the other. thennnn the other one uses me...

i have one really good friend...well i thought i did, she never talks to me unless i talk to her first and she lives like 30 min. away so i dont get to see her a lot, but she always makes time for this other girl and always says how much she loves her and could never be without her.even though...