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I hope that if I am ever fortunate enough to not be lonely that I never forget where I came from. It seems finding friends can change someone, and not always for the better. I may have a very negative picture of myself in general but I am proud of my morals, I am proud that I have empathy and I...

Basically this is just going to be me screaming so feel free to ignore. Just need to vent somewhere other than physically.  I'm so full of anger. Angry at everyone, angry at all the people who have walked away, at the people who have walked past, at the people who pretend to care but when things...

I'm so tired of this bumpy road. Of the effort it takes to pretend to people around me only to fall apart whenever I'm on my own. So tired of people pretending they will be there but when things get real they couldn't move away quickly enough. I'm so tired of the hurt and of seeing those people...

Helloooooo So I have been away from here for a little while now, unfortunately life got in the way and it's been one thing after another, some good, some bad but leaving me with very little time and sadly this was one thing that had to get pushed to one side. However I couldn't let the change...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY H3DONIST!! Hope you have a fab day!

If you suddenly were in charge and could make a law for everyone what would it be? (Being lighthearted, obviously world peace etc are givens!) I would make the law that everyone has to have a nap in the afternoon. Babies do it, why can't adults?!

Ok from our discussion in chat about eyes we now have a thread for people to post their eyes! Maybe people who don't feel able to post a full picture in the other thread can pop their eye in here...?! Yes I know I haven't attached my own eye picture but I will...at some point! I'm just being...

Starting a new thread in case people have given up on the last one. Please can we have confirmation on anyone who wants to attend so we can organise this ASAP! Come on UK people! So many people were up for this a while ago, interest seems to be fading fast! Please post/PM your destination if...

I honestly don't know what to do next. I was ill in different ways for a long time, i received different types of help and support and in many ways I became better. I was happier. I'm still in that place, I'm still stable right now. But now that I've sorted so many of my main issues, i'm left...

So last year was probably my worst year. Looking back now I'm actually surprised I made it through. It scares me how close I was to leaving and just how bad I got. I can remember clearly how it felt to be in that dark, dark place and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I have had a lot of therapy...

Bit hesitant about this. Have just been thinking, I'm trying to include myself in more social situations and it seems like no better way to do it than to be with people who have the same issues such as anxiety and are going to understand each other pretty well! Anyone else think the same?

I don’t really know where to start. I don’t even know what to say. I just need somewhere to vent. I’m in such a negative place right now. It has been such a long time and I just cannot find the way out. I have tried so many different things and nothing is working. I have health problems and my...

I wish that I could take away some other people’s pain I wish other people could understand how much life hurts I wish people would stick around

A little early but as we have people from all round the world who will be celebrating at different times... Happy New Year everyone at ALL. I hope 2013 brings you all the happiness you deserve.

Haven't been around here for a while, not been in a great place. Something made me come back here today and I spent a while reading through posts. It's nice to see some regular people still around and a lot of new ones. Hope you are all doing ok. On a sadder note I was shocked to see a...

I thought I had found someone. In the dark mess of everything else in my life I thought I had finally clicked with someone. I thought he was everything I was looking for. So tired of putting myself out there just to get burnt. I never learn. Rejection hurts. Big time.

People say that when you hit rock bottom the only way is up. I think they're wrong.

I have a box in my mind. Filled with all the negative comments people have ever said about me. They only need to be said once and then they stick in that box and torture me whenever my mind feels like it. I wish I knew how to unlock that box and let all those things fly away. More than that, I...

Do you think people who aren’t lonely notice when someone never has anyone? For example if you tag along to a work event and you don’t bring anyone when everyone else does. For me it’s glaringly obvious and I’m paranoid it’s going to let everyone see into my life and know about all the things I...

I’ve just given up on the one silver lining to my life. A guy I’ve had my hopes pinned on for a while has just let me know he’s engaged to someone else. He’s probably had a great time leading me on. I guess people who have never experienced loneliness just can’t understand what they’re messing...