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I've already talked about my college experience. I'm just not keen on telling it again. But to make it brief. I feel like a failure. Ever since I began, I always had one class I failed at. I try to give it my all, but sometimes I find them confusing. I hate those online classes where I never...

College messed me over. The Spring 2015 semester was met with me swearing I would pass all my classes. English 200, Precalculus, and History up to 1500. Precalculus, I will talk about. Precalculus was very hard for me. I had to solve 60 problems per week, and on average I can barely get through...

It seems to be with each passing year, the experience of education is only worsening due to multiple factors. I haven't posted here in a while. But I'll assure you, my time gone had it's up and downs. But for the most part, it was a very bad time for me. College. The first semester was allot...

I'm a 200 pound, 5'8" amassment of flesh, one that is sadly uncoordinated. I was miserable, very miserable. I only had one source of happiness, an understanding of math. I always used math as my only excuse for me having any reason to live. I had no other talent. I couldn't run far, I wasn't...

A goodbye message to a friend: There is something I have to tell you. The reason I came back to you was to see if it would alleviate the pain. You said to me, that you loved me like a true friend. My heart was touched the moment you said that. But were you? You left me like you had no...

To me, anger, sadness, the despair I had for several days now is as intense as ever. I learned it can never be measured in Joules or Watt-hours, only horsepower. We vent so we may release heat, let the engine cool down. And when it's ready, we press down on the accelerator pedal, and continue...

I should remove it.

Even to this day, around my friends. I lose them because I have terrible outbursts. And they run away from me. They are the subjects of war, death, crimes, and politics. They get shoved in my face allot, but I have the unfortunate nature of exploding in something unrelated. I have lost a very...

Friends are hard for me to get because I'm restricted by housing, and I don't know what to do outside. In the internet, I seldom meet new people as they often times ignore me as expected. But I feel that it reigns true that it is possible I am avoided. The reason is because of my issue with...

Less angry off the internet, more with my parents. I was always intimidated by them really. Terrified in fact. I said that once I get out of the house I'd move somewhere else an change my name. But generally better. Playing around with DADGAD (Modal D tuning) on my guitar, failing college...

I would know where to begin in this. I have failed to maintain relationships. Why do I always come back with a fit of rage, why can I never maintain a stable manner? I'm always mad. It never goes away.

How could I be happy, WHEN I'M SURROUNDED BY A BUNCH OF COMMUNIST COCK SUCKING, BACKSTABBING, PIECES OF SLIMY honeysuckle.

I let my mother use my laptop to run Microsoft Excel. And it runs slow, so she blames it on me. I try to help her, in every way, to run her orchid business. When I told her that, "Sorry, this computer is a little to old, Newer software needs upgraded hardware." It took well over a minute for...

I love aircraft. I love all of them. I'm a geek. I want to see them improve. Faster, more efficient. Safer, what have you. Ever since I was a child I loved airplanes. I kept to it, I never left it. When I say I love airplanes, I love airplanes. I gotta design them. Rockets, immense power to get...

I went into a chat room where nothing was happening. Out of boredom I decided to post lyrics to a song. Then I was threatened. Right after attempted suicide. I'm contemplating suicide again.

No one invites me to parties. No one ever asks me anything. No one ever talks to me.