I don't feel the world is against me at all. If honeysuckle doesn't go my way, I figure out where I went wrong and I try it again. Yeah, sometimes it takes a while to finally get it right, but it's still on me. I can't blame anyone but myself if things don't turn out exactly how I want them.
Doesn't do any good to blame others or the entire world, so I don't. I don't really blame anything.
"It happened, you can't change it, it is what it is, be sad for a moment, regroup, get your ass back out there" is basically my motto these days.