Anhedoni
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I guess there are million of threads like this, but I need to vent some of my thoughts. I was bullied at school, for nine years. Now, 14 years later, I feel like I still wear the mark of the pariah. I guess there is some truth in the saying that bullies eventually move into your head, and you get so used to the role of the bullied that you always play it during new social gettogethers. And people can tell if you are one of the rejected ones ... They really can. And everything repeats itself.
My story is the usual: i can't make friends, people constantly talk about me behind my back (egocentric world view, right), I'm afraid of people, and everything I say is greeted with awkward silences.
Anybody share my experiences?
My story is the usual: i can't make friends, people constantly talk about me behind my back (egocentric world view, right), I'm afraid of people, and everything I say is greeted with awkward silences.
Anybody share my experiences?