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I should just give up on trying, on caring, on coping, on living, on faith, on hope, on love, on hate, on emotions, on life, on passion, on dreams, on men, on family, on friends, on ambitions, on looks, on peace, on war, on death. No point to this thread as I know I wont coz Im a fool. A fool...

The dark black skies surround me in awe, no life around me but noise, Glimmers of light in the distance, but no real reach for a person of absence, The night is my abode, although my heart yearns for clarity in the day, With time shortening in my presence, the coldness of the previous replaced...

I cant be asked to function any more! I hate this functioning life. All you do is get out of bed, work, eat, rest and then the same all over. Its not like Im not trying, I go out, meet people, try to do other things but still feel empty. Wish I could crawl into a hole and just stay there till...

I really dont know what Im doing right now...my head is messed up (with all my personal crap) and now Im getting into something which I shouldnt be getting into...and Im flipping confused. He's a guy from work (alarm bells should already be going off) and we had one kiss at the beginning of the...

A day full of sadness, a day full of grief, A life empty of happiness, a life empty of joy, My closest and dearest suffer, my closest and dearest alone, My world turned on itself, my world crushed of hope, A malignant occurrence, a tribulation to come, No words of rejoice, no words of comfort...

I need to fight this disease, I need to fight this insect, A cockroach that only comes out in the dark, biting away at everything I own, No witnesses by my side, a lone wolf who must win her meat, No equality or fairness provided, a fight for what's right and to diminish whats wrong, Oh who can...

Everything in this life has been taken from me Everything in this world has been destroyed for me Where is the hope of forgiveness? Where is the hope of easiness to come my way? Every turn I make for the better ends up turning away... Every move I make for the better results in checkmate...

Yesterday was the first day in a long time that I havent cried, I know crying is good and all that blah but I hate it and too much crying just makes me feel pathetic. So for me yesterday was an achievement. One small step at a time. Went docs they gave me antidepressants without even...

I cant stand trying anymore, its always the same shitty response... and its not like I keep trying the same things, Im trying different ways to better myself and my life and STILL I get rejected... rejected at work, so I try to get another job but just keep getting rejected from new jobs (who...

I wished you were truly mine, I wished you truly cared, The troubles I faced, I tackled alone, The pain of rejection, the tears of sorrow, What felt like eternity, felt like imprisonment, Never by my side, never within my sight, Just a hug, a kiss, a commitment was all I asked, When will you...

Now I'm posting this thread in the relationship forum because it was the first ever relationship I ever witnessed and encountered. The HATE from my father towards my mother and the HATE he portrayed to his children... Ever since I can remember all I felt from my dad was disgust and...

So Im bunking off work today and all I wanted to do was go relax with some friends or family. I was thinking of going Wimbledon to watch some tennis, anything really, just to get out of the house but not work. And I got no one I can call or ask...everyday its just me and yes I know I should go...

Just thought I would put it out there otherwise it was going on my FB page (which wldnt be appropriate) so you guys have to know instead...dnt judge me Im human.

Was just walking and walking and walking today...it didnt help, all l do is think and get more depressed, I just dont get the ******* point anymore...but fresia it... we will all try again in the morning...

Alright a little about my crazy ass self, well I was born an angry so and so (plus social factors enforced short tempers and no control for anger). Anyway Im pissed off as I write (probably not the best mood to introduce myself but what the hell) but to be honest Ive calmed down a hell of a lot...