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Ever since I was a child I've felt like an alien. I've never been able to fit in anywhere. People don't like me. They ignore me, outcast me, they've even picked on me. They've told me I've aspergers which I guess translates to me being screwed for life. I've just been so sensitive and vulnerable...

Yah, I'm still blaming myself & from now on internet people will be as if they weren't people at all.

Sorry, but what does that mean?

What if this person was someone of high status? What if she was the only person of that status to ever even compliment me? I can't really empathise with people. That ability alludes me, but I really would like it if maybe you guys did. Idk, I've never really had people do that for me.

See I think I'm worse than you. You say you'll be good to the people you care about. I can be quite bad to the people I care about. It's just not as bad. I still lie to them, just not as much. I still use them, just not as much. My change would be doing "good" things, but I can't change my...

Yeah, these are those type of disorders that can't really be changed. I want to be thought of as good. I want to be able to be happy. But there really aren't many if any redeeming qualities. I am just a bad person. I lie, I use people, & it's never felt wrong even though I know it is. It upsets...

Idk. I know she's nice to people in her real life. Amazingly so. And online she could be so sweet as well. That's why it's really made me feel like honeysuckle that I'm the person who gets rejected. Out of all the people that talk to her online, it's me that gets disposed of. In the last message I...

Bad things. I'm afraid of them confirming that I'm a bad person. I'm afraid of them telling me I have narcissistic personality disorder or antisocial personality disorder. Because when people find that out they run. Those aren't the disorders people are sympathetic towards, those are the...

It's strange, you talk to people online and it seems as if you get on so well with someone. It's great, you think wow there are people out there like me. But it's not real. There was this girl I talked to online for months. She would get sad a lot and I felt for her because she was the...

OP had a relationship? Wow good for OP. Wait wasn't I the OP. Never had a relationship. Lol.

I see people in relationships a lot and it seems terrible. They're terrible relationships. But I suppose people can get desperate in not wanting to be lonely. It's not so nice. I started thinking that maybe one day I would take a risk and try a relationship. But I'm starting to wonder if that...

Now imagine that person suddenly cutting you out of their life. No warning or explanation. You think, "what did I do wrong"? Nothing, you can't think of anything you could have done or said to provoke this. This happened to me in the past few days. To top it off I've been dealing with a lot of...

I'm still lonely in a sense, but I don't think about killing myself. These days my wanting to put a knife in myself has turned into me taking careless risks that could get me killed. I'm actually happier like that. I like being carefree & unafraid. I finally got over this person that I was...

Certainly not. Wish that was different, maybe I'd feel better. But no.

At one point I realized that no matter how much I try, no matter how much I hoped for things to even get a little better, they never did. So I stopped hoping for things to get better & just hoped they didn't get worse, but they have. So now I don't hope for anything & I know things will get...

I've been in unrequited love for about 3 years. Have any of you been through anything like this? How long did it take for you to be ok again? Kudos if you can beat my 3 years.

Maybe I'm just too boring...

I'm for saving men. I'm not a man, don't need any for sex, & I don't care enough to procreate. But without men so many good things would be lost. I need a mechanic, I need men to play in my favourite football club. Plus, a world with only women, when that time of the month comes...

I'm not into procreation, but he has a point without men's sperm women wouldn't be able to make babies.

I cut.