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So.. It turns out that for the last few years |I have been desperately trying to change who I am... Trying to be this "awesome better person" when really I need to be the good old me! First off, I fixed my give a ****. I mean... I did fix it. I tried so hard to not step on toes, and to not hurt...

Dear kind opinion-giver, You got me; you really are the bigger woman. Therefore I believe you need these more than I do. Sincerely, Sena. For those who don't know what happened, my SO offered to drive myself and our baby to the 6 week checkup. A woman at his workplace decided to be snarky...

Everything is crashing around me... And it's my fault - even if it really isn't... To me it is. All of it is. Here I am sitting on the bathroom floor with the door locked, my BF and baby sleeping soundly in the other room... And all I can think of is how I DONT want this to end. I've already...

I guess the update should be first! Those who don't know, I had a baby February 6... Those who did know - FINALLY! -_- though it was a lot more unpleasant than it should have been. Plainly putting: immediately starting at 2.5 minutes apart for contractions, major blood loss (they were so wrong...

I've been feeling quite down recently, and I have been keeping it from others (like I usually do...) to the best of my ability. I'm a bit worried that I do have depression. But I don't want to go see some person who doesn't really give a **** about me as a person, and gets paid to "deal with...

To catch those up on what "second life" is... It is a virtual 3D avatar game where you interact however you please with others... You build your character however you wish. Now, my bf played it.. Hasn't recently due to being busy. But he reassured me though in the "second life" game he may...

I've got a story to tell About how I am so tired Meeting these people through the phone numbers I've acquired At first it wasn't so bad Until I needed a new one That one's in a men's bathroom stall Labelled with 'let's have some fun'! Then I got a new one after But did it get any better? New...

You know, like soup of the day... Except with soup at least it is good and if you do not want it you can refuse it. But not doctors. The doctors here are stupid. Okay, sorry, MOST doctors here are stupid. The good ones are taken. Just a bright look into life when pregnant: finally get a...

First off... One thing I would like to share is why I had stuck with art throughout the years... Sure passion and creativity are two components... But without inspiration from someone important, there would have been no road to go down. This inspiration came from a person who received the last...

Just because, I want to plague this post with pictures of one special little guy... Jim. :D He is 5 years old, a German Giant/Sandfire cross. I brought him to the pet store one day and caused quite a reaction xD They loved him, and outright told me due to his immaculate look (only missing one...

Some quirks people don't know of, or may know of (unlikely)... Firstly lots of these when people do find them out they tend to think it is HILARIOUS to instigate. - Even numbers. The volume for example on TVs need to be as such (starting from 15):15, but not 16, 18, 20, 22, but not 24, 25...

**** Editing: Sharing some music I like. 1. ******* Perfect by P!NK. I feel this aught to go out to a lot of you ALL members. :p Think you need that reminder. 2. Someone Like You by Adele I will say this was one of the "getting over" songs for me. 3. Let Her Go by Boyce Avenue Cover...

Ugh... So, long story short: My ex had me on his account on his contract, which then I had my own phone. I convinced him to take the phone back when he broke it off with me. A year later (now), got a new phone with Bell as a new customer - went with their "Virgin Mobility" one, as it is...

So, I do a little bit of everything... I don't really paint, so any paintings shown are basically "trials". I typically draw (no color), and photographing is one of my favorites now that I have a camera that does not make me cry (had a Fujifilm....... I'm a Canon person!). **I have not figured...

It's been bugging me, so it's half a rant half a "what can be done" thing :) Quick background: My biological mother had my older half brother, then had me a year and a half later. She never wanted girls. She became pregnant with my younger half brother (for those keeping track, we all have...

To catch you up: I denied letting anyone new in after a bad break up, because it was a "why bother, it ends the same" feeling. Then, someone was hired where I worked, who for some reason just HAD to be drawn to me. His friend encouraged him to invite me over to hang out, and instead of saying...

Hope the pictures show up for you.... The first is my mutt dog... German Shepherd Labrador Beagle. And is a pain in the butt! :) But not her fault. I mean... She was neglected, then abandoned/ran off, thin, tired and hungry she was picked up off one of the busier highways we have in this area...

If any remember, I was "dragged here" by an infuriating person I was attempting to understand. We knew each other since I was 11 (I am now 20). He was nice then... Something happened, he went downhill and started listening to very sexist people... And dug his own massive hole, and thus is banned...

Just want to know... I mean, I know people who have said "oh it's useless I don't care anymore" but they still care :D So I wonder... how do you deal with things in your relationship, your ended relationship...? I use music. To one ex (recent one) It's the song "Gives you Hell" which basically...