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A very long day dealing with folks and delegating responsibilities, on a very delicate matter too. Thus, those who who normally linger around me separately, had no option but to participate or piss off. My autistic buddy to the left, the alcoholic to the right, and my stupid creation in the...

From a personal perspective, I am feeling quite mellow today. Yesterday was draining, thus today I must force myself to detach myself and relax. Then... News of another friends circumstances, have left me in an emotional void. For the purpose of discussion, I shall call him M. M was a local...

Sunday, 3pm... I am only just shaved and dressed. Due to the ceaseless heavy rain, much of the day was spent in bed, reading. I've since gotten up, cooked, cleaned, and shaved. There is something unique about Sunday's. Having grown up in a time when everything was closed on a Sunday, I am...

A short but beautiful film of my surrounding neighbourhood.

Why is it, when I have nothing to do, I can comfortably sit around my house, often in utter silence, for hours at a time. Yet, when I have to stay indoors, such as this morning's appointment, I feel like a caged animal, desperate to be free. Loathsome Gas Co. Today's appointment 8am - 1pm. Ok...

Have you ever considered your public image. Amongst the other threads, a few of you have been discussing details about yourselves, the likes, desires, and influences. But have you ever considered what others my perceive you to be, your public image. What my neighbours must think of me is...

I'm feeling a bit of an ungrateful git. The last couple of days have seen friends of old, materialise almost out of the blue. This morning, whilst walking the dog, we crossed paths with an old friend whom I haven't spoken to in perhaps 3 years. We stood in the middle of the road for a good...

30 Jan. Forced myself not to attend to any affairs over the weekend; I had become exhausted, more mentally, but exhausted nonetheless. I've avoided people and places. Had it not been for the dog, I wouldn't have ventured outside. But she has her own needs, and I'm not a dick. The weekend has...

Some of you folks may have notice that many of sentences and spelling within my posts, are gobbledygook, and it's because of my tablets. Ok, no, I'm not on pills. I have an Amazon Fire tablet in the bedroom. I think it was initially bought for my daughter. Anyway, I type in whatever I want to...

Thurs 27th Jan. Another hugely stressful day, which is both immeasurably exhausting, and physically draining. Several intertwined matters, never making forward progress, as each party continues to blame the others. So I'm stressed, exhausted, disillusioned, despondent, and pissed off in a...

You wake up with 6 nipples, and all of them are tingling. What do you do?

A simple subject for debate, today. What is your worse fear? Do you dear a life unloved. The death of a loved one. Or perhaps your greatest dear is waking to discover that you are married to Brittney Spears. Mine, I call my Titanic hypothesis. I fear being on a sinking ship, in the cold dark...

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For quite a long time now, I have had this inner battle with myself. I have become reclusive, yet feel that I should force myself to mingle. Perhaps mingle might be a tad exuberant, maybe just going outdoors. Yet Sunday's are meant for lazy days. If it's damp and grey, then there is even more...

Another topical nugget of debate. Have the Covid restrictions made being either lonely or depressed, any easier? Has the knowledge that others are detached from their loved ones or support networks, made you feel any differently from your normal mindset, or are issues heightened. Do you feel...

Do people still read? The internet has suppressed many simple joys. Why invest in reading a whole book, when YouTube can encapsulate it within a 5 minute video. Regardless, I still love reading, the smell of books, the serenity of book shops and libraries. My favourite authors are: Terry...

For curiosities sake, has anyone met another member from within the forums. Do any of us live remotely close enough that this might be plausible. If it were an option, would you be willing.

It has not been the greatest of days here on planet Colster. Procrastination has become a new-ish issue. Initially, it crept in during the dwindling of summer. SAD has always a thing for me too. Although, not this year. No, I haven't felt the room for gloom. Instead, I'm happily housebound...

Rather than fill a multitude of separate posts with my randomness, I thought I would release it all in one splurge of self imposed importance. The day started full and grey, and that was just me. The weather was equally as uninspiring. Although I was awake early, much of the day was spent...