NarcolepticInsomniac
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Recently I broke up with my boyfriend since we were basically drifting apart (plus I got tired of his immaturity). Of course I couldn't find a better time to dump him than before prom season (sarcasm).
So I decided to try and find someone to go with and not have to worry about it later, since prom is only three months away. However, I quickly remembered that I am one of the most hideous girls in my grade (it explains why I couldn't get a boyfriend until tenth grade and even then I still think that he accepted out of pity). I resolved to take my best guy friend with me, who's gay, but a girl in our choir class asked him to go with her or she wouldn't go to the prom period (which is stupid to not go if you didn't have a date). I decided to give up and go alone.
I realize now that in the long run, I will ALWAYS be alone. I will either be alone or stay as the third wheel and even though I've gone back to being single for not even a week, I find myself crying every night just at the most random times. My friend told me to talk to someone about whatever's bugging me but it's hard to talk to people who won't take time away from their insignificant others or texting random people to just stop and listen.
So I decided to try and find someone to go with and not have to worry about it later, since prom is only three months away. However, I quickly remembered that I am one of the most hideous girls in my grade (it explains why I couldn't get a boyfriend until tenth grade and even then I still think that he accepted out of pity). I resolved to take my best guy friend with me, who's gay, but a girl in our choir class asked him to go with her or she wouldn't go to the prom period (which is stupid to not go if you didn't have a date). I decided to give up and go alone.
I realize now that in the long run, I will ALWAYS be alone. I will either be alone or stay as the third wheel and even though I've gone back to being single for not even a week, I find myself crying every night just at the most random times. My friend told me to talk to someone about whatever's bugging me but it's hard to talk to people who won't take time away from their insignificant others or texting random people to just stop and listen.