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Ever since I was a child I've felt like an alien. I've never been able to fit in anywhere. People don't like me. They ignore me, outcast me, they've even picked on me. They've told me I've aspergers which I guess translates to me being screwed for life. I've just been so sensitive and vulnerable...

It's strange, you talk to people online and it seems as if you get on so well with someone. It's great, you think wow there are people out there like me. But it's not real. There was this girl I talked to online for months. She would get sad a lot and I felt for her because she was the...

I see people in relationships a lot and it seems terrible. They're terrible relationships. But I suppose people can get desperate in not wanting to be lonely. It's not so nice. I started thinking that maybe one day I would take a risk and try a relationship. But I'm starting to wonder if that...

Now imagine that person suddenly cutting you out of their life. No warning or explanation. You think, "what did I do wrong"? Nothing, you can't think of anything you could have done or said to provoke this. This happened to me in the past few days. To top it off I've been dealing with a lot of...

I'm still lonely in a sense, but I don't think about killing myself. These days my wanting to put a knife in myself has turned into me taking careless risks that could get me killed. I'm actually happier like that. I like being carefree & unafraid. I finally got over this person that I was...

At one point I realized that no matter how much I try, no matter how much I hoped for things to even get a little better, they never did. So I stopped hoping for things to get better & just hoped they didn't get worse, but they have. So now I don't hope for anything & I know things will get...

I've been in unrequited love for about 3 years. Have any of you been through anything like this? How long did it take for you to be ok again? Kudos if you can beat my 3 years.

Maybe I'm just too boring...

There have been times where I was on the verge of suicide. The last time was in early 2009. It's almost 2011. Yep, still depressed. Still empty of meaning for living. I try every day. I try to be myself, apparently I'm a prick. I try my best to be kind, & apparently that makes me a pussy. People...

I do. I feel bad about it cos I know people mean well. But come on even the advice I get from therapists is bad. I just wish people would be a little more empathetic.

Just wondering. Can you get in trouble for that?

Are there rules or guidelines for lonely people to live by that will maybe help keep them from killing themselves? If so what are they?

I joined an aspie dating site. I honestly never thought I'd do something like that. I'm not ever necessarily looking for a relationship, I'm just desperate to talk to someone. Anyway its not making me feel much better. I mean some of these people, I don't mean to be harsh, but idk if it would...

And if you're in a relationship with anyone have you shared any of this or plan on doing so?

Idk if anyone could help me. Its not a mental thing or anything social. Anyway I was wondering if anyone could help me figure out why a lot of times when I go out anywhere & even more so at gigs I end up feeling sick. I go out & in the car I get motion sickness quite easily. When I walk outside...

I do.

Have any of you seen Mulholland Drive? I saw it some years ago & recently again. I was on the computer seeing discussions of it on forums. Everyone thinks its brilliant. I dun hate the film, I think its good but I'm not sure, I guess the only reason I dun truly know whether its good or not is...

How do I find something I'm meant for? Even if its just a hobby, I need something. Seriously, I'm so lonely & depressed that I just wish I could find something that would make it a little less painfull, but I can't find anything so there is no temporary escape I just feel pain alll the time...

I really don't. I'm 17 & everyone I know is talking more about what they're gonna do career wise. Countless of them are talking about being tattoo artists. I don't know why it must be a trend, I really don't think many of them actually will they know nothing about tattoo art except that its...

of my time at this site. I think I am gonna die. I know you people tried to encourage me not killing myself which is great of you(except for you insensitive people talking *******, seriously there is more to life & I don't "fresia"). The encouragement is much appreciated, but to be honest, it...