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I have been a member on here since early 07 and nothing has change in the last 7 years. :(

A lot of you guys won't know me but It been years since I been here. I was on google and i found an old post of mine, really is something. Anyway a lot has happen since I last posted here but unfortunately most if not all are negative. Seem like life can change with a flip of a switch whether...

I been on this site for more than a year, for the first 6 months since I register, I never knew total stranger could be so nice, and this was the first place I would go to when I wake up and the last place before I go to sleep. But now things have change, this site will never be what it once...

Yes I finally said the F word in my title, and I don't care. I got in so much trouble yesterday, that my mom threaten to disown me and kick me out of the house, and can you guess what I did wrong? Let me tell you guys this, you guys have all done this each and everyday, and that is sleep past...

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I am so piss off right now. I finally got all the name of my roommates living in an apartment and there are no girls:( Almost all of the apartment I know have girls in them, why not this one? OMG this is a total downer, what is wrong with me? Can I not get even a slight opportunity to talk...

So after winter break, I will be going back to school with new roommates. I am actually living in an apartment this time around, and usually apartment are share by both male and female students, at least I hope so. I haven't receive my package in the mail yet so I'm not quite sure who my...

I been watching Grey's Anatomy lately and you guys are right, there are some thing that are even worse than my life currently. I guess when your force to die without any choice, that is when it become painful. When you suck in a bed that could very well be the last place to be when you pass...

I rant about the same thing over and over again in the countless post that I have made with very little change in between, enough to bother some people to the point that they think I'm all a big joke. Every response is the same asking me why don't I do something about it or things will change...

Why are some people born poor and some born rich? Why are some people have natural talent that make them rich while other don't? Why do some people have caring parents and other don't? Why are some people lucky and other aren't. Well basically it is destiny. You cannot change destiny...

That what almost every girl say until their boyfriend dump them or cheat on them. These girl are idiot.

I am so piss right now. So on the news, they talk about how in Indiana won't allow driver to be able to smile in their driver license. Then they interview a couple of people and ask how they feel about not being able to smile. One lady said she don't know how she cannot smile, and would not...

Life is beautiful when you are raise by caring parents living in a large family. Life is beautiful when you have lot of brothers, sisters, cousins, and loving grand parents. Life is beautiful when you suddenly turn five, and your first meaningful birthday present is either a loving puppy or...

I go to the mall daily, things is today was a bit different. Just as I was about to walk out the mall, I saw this cute girl with her bf going hand, and she look at me smiling and I look at her and it just felt awful. I know people out there have bf and gf, but when you see them together, I...

To be honest, I don't what I am or what I have become, or my very own existence. Loneliness is a feeling every human being know off, and yet it OK to feel lonely sometime, but it is not normal to feel this lonely on an everyday basis. Let me clarify something, I guess it feel less painful when...

NO, not what you guys think... I'll try to make it as simple as possible. I have one last essay left for my quarter, that if I don't pass I won't pass this "core" class, and if I don't pass "core" class, I can kiss my future away... Because if I don't pass this class, I have not finish all...

You go to school seeing everyone with their own group off friends. You see them with their boyfriend and girlfriend. You see them always smiling and laughing, always kissing, hugging, holding hands, and occasionally you hear them having sex because their window is wide open. You see them in...

Well if anyone still care enough to read my posts, I need to let some things out, on a more appropriated level. I guess for the time being I'm in the moment of feeling "trap" and playing the waiting game. I'm incredibly lonely and clicking refresh once every minute to see if anyone has reply to...

What I wrote yesterday has cause me in serious trouble, and I don't think I can trust anyone anymore. It was an eye opening and I didn't realize how serious it was when I wrote it in the early morning. I will miss you Bluey, Panda, Red Apple, Crow, Naleena and many more on here. I am scare of...

I can't stand this life, can't stand my life. I have live for 20 years in self-isolation. I can't take this much longer. Society remind me off how lonely I am. I see groups of people all the time, and it make me feel like honeysuckle. At night I can't even sleep, I wet my bed with tears. I can't...