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I regret to say Im leaving this forum, over the last few days Ive been judged, talk down upon, basically torn into, and its at the point where every new thread I make gets attacked pretty quickly. I dont make these threads to attack anyone, nor do I want to be judged, simply understood. Theres...

Im always being told to love myself, and Im realizing its WAY easier said than done =/ even when Im around people, nobody really seems to be happy to see me, nobody ever really makes an effort to talk to me at all, I have to go and find out everything myself, I rarely ever feel welcome around my...

I have nothing to live for, my parents have never honestly shown me love, they dont even know me. Most of my more distant family view me as an outcast, Im nothing they can be proud of, some of them treat me like Im retarded. The "friends" I have never want anything to do with me unless they can...

I still feel like I am honestly. I have "friends" but none of them actually care much about me as a friend, Im constantly having to hear about them out having fun every weekend, yet nobody ever asks me to do anything, even when I ask them, they always have plans or are too busy. Ive never had...

its bad enough nobody really notices me or enjoys my company but lately some things happen that have made it so much worse, my oldest friend moved back down to my neighborhood and knows all my "friends" and every time, without fail, they end up liking him more than me, even though Ive known them...

I really need some help here, Ive been depressed for almost ten years now (Im 21, started around the time I was 12-13) growing up I had no friends, and no way to get my emotions out, so they all had to be bottled up, year upon year of pain, with no way of letting it out. Ive realized that the...

my problem socially isnt so much the fear of approaching someone, but simply what to say when I do so. I guess its the awkwardness of getting my point across to someone that I want to talk to them and be friends. Like I said, I rarely ever know what to say, even if I know I have something in...

Is it that I dont deserve happiness? I want to make my life better but every time I have to watch others experience everything I want in life, I get discouraged, depressed, and lose hope....Im not asking for much, just a good circle of close friends, thats not much to ask for. Why do I have to...

Am I not interesting? lately Ive been trying to make the effort to get out and talk to people, to try and make some new friends, but it never gets anywhere....even my friend who meets the same people as me at the same time gets way farther with them, and they just seem to not want to talk to me...

Thats honestly the only way I can describe the way I always feel, its sort of like this, I went through my entire teen years without a single real friend, not only that but I didnt even have anyone to talk to or hang out with, period. Already, Ive missed out on the best years of my life and I...

I like who I am, I really do but its so hard to love myself when I dont feel love from others...I really want to be positive, but everything I truly want out of life rarely ever comes my way. I have so little hope left, and I feel like being positive will only hurt me worse in the end.

This is something that kills me, people express their amazing friendships either over facebook or in person....as if theyre expecting me to be happy for them, I hate myself for saying this but I always find it very hard to be happy for most people in that situation, when I dont have fulfilling...

One of the reasons Im so depressed all the time is because Im very ambitious when it comes to friendship and love....even after being lonely my whole life, I want more than just someone to talk to, more than just a friend, I need close friends, that I can think of sort of like family, I cant...

Why does it seem to come so easy to everyone else? Even on here I see that people have good friends, even though theyre online, Ive never had anyone truly care about me, I cant even remember the last time anyone told me they loved me and meant it....all I want is for someone to be there and help...

Ive so rarely ever had somebody truly care about me, it kills me knowing how little I mean to people, these last few weeks Ive just been feeling like an empty ghost, it feels like all my emotions are shut down, all except for pain of course. Its been over a year since anyone told me they loved...

I didn't see an airsoft thread on these forums so I'm making it :D For all discussion or the airsoft topic, questions, set ups/gear, game ideas, stories, you name it. I'm actually just getting started so Ill ask the first question, if anyone can tell me what kind of gear I should start with...

its no doubt that almost everybody deals with loneliness at some point in their lives. Some of us however, like those of us on this site, have it worse than many others. You may be thinking to yourself "Im a loser" or "Im meant to be lonely" well its not true, I know why were in so much pain...

Im way too stressed out and its killing me, I stress out about talking to people, I stress out when people arent answering my texts/calls, I stress out over nothing sometimes. How do I just say 'fresia it'? My biggest problem is that half of the times I do stress out is because I rarely have...

Here I am again, another bad day, another rant. I just cant stand having to listen to everyones good memories, how much everyone loves their friends...it makes me feel more lonely, everyone says "go make your own memories" with who, myself? I have my band but whenever I hang out with them, I...

anyone want to message me or something? Id like to talk to someone not too far from my age (21) at least someone I can relate with.