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I have been thinking to myself recently, that I feel a guilt that many of my motivations stem entirely from selfish, personal need. Even in my desires to be charitable and help people, it seems to have a root in the image I project to the public, I always want to come across as a helpful...

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when you meet someone of the opposite sex in their professional role day to day and you think this is the most attractive person I have ever met, not necessarily physically but there is kind of warmth that radiates from their personality that triggers you off, from the inflection in their voice...

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I just wish there was some way I could express this easily loneliness is such a consuming, powerful feeling. i'd like to think, with opportunity those who suffer from it would try to break down these walls separating us from one another and ease each others suffering a little. seems to be a...

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I got this tonight from a guy I work with. I didn't know what to say, sort of blurted out something about I just let all you guys do the talking for me, i'm just here to work. Came off kinda lame though, cause I was distracted with some emotional issues i've been trying to resolve, though i've...

so I have a trial with this Italian restaurant chain as a chef and also this other club that seems extremely interested with getting me on staff i've never had two businesses at once interested in hiring me before, should I just attend a few trial days for both and see how it goes? I just...

so here's the deal, I love women. but I don't have too many friends, online or otherwise at the moment. I spend most of my waking hours working, and my free time is limited so on the internet I don't really push myself outside of my comfort zone meeting people like I used to when I was a...

I recently lost my job due to some harassment issues with the bosses son. I held great pride in what I did, it was an incredible struggle to get to where I was. and whilst not every night went right for me I regularly felt the thrill of success, a sense of direction and how my new found...

until I got into a minor argument at work :( how can I not take things so deeply to heart that they keep me up all night feeling angry? I literally felt the whole temple I had built up around me come crashing around, I was on fire but the next minute it was a struggle. I don't like...

every day is a constant struggle for me trying to balance my emotions it has become evident to me that no matter how good things are going, I am just constantly feeling depressed and tired. some days are wonderful, but even if there is no immediate threat to my livelihood I just feel like...

I feel I can't keep it together much longer if I keep hiding my depression and keeping up a brave face in front of everyone who respects me professionally I think I might just crack as much as I love and value the things I hold dear my personal life is in shreds, i'm plagued with insecurities...

seeing people's faces in a crowd makes me feel very alone seeing talented girls display their artwork on facebook and have countless people praise them makes me feel very alone having my only recent contacts on dating sites being filipino camwhores pretending to be sexy white girls who want to...

These are powerful words. The last girl I was into said this to me regularly, but when she told me she was seeing someone and I felt my heart break in two, she seemed shocked when I told her how I felt. What is even worse, is that she had been regularly visiting and sleeping with the guy for...

just feeling a little sore at myself for failing my chef's exam today the worst thing is, I could have passed. I was under the impression that I was going to fail after presenting a dish which had come up a little undercooked, it was like alright, i'll get on with it at least. then the recipe...

wish I had someone to cuddle right now :( or even someone I could just share that thought with. I keep thinking to myself.... all these people i've met who are offshoots of the social circles i've held over the years, they don't know me. nobody I have met in person has ever known my private...

So i've been getting into a certain pattern of thought recently, where i'm afraid that if I lose my job it is the end for me. I've spent years unemployed living in a small town, and I was extremely lucky to get the job I have. I'm starting to lose my grip on it, although I am improving in many...

So something i've always had difficulty with is holding a job for an extended period of time. I've spent the past 3 years not knowing what I want to do shifting from one job to the next and recently i've procured a (very difficult to get in this town) apprenticeship as a chef at an Indian...

Just a thought I want to share. Lately i've been approaching life doing away with pessimistic and optimistic ideals, through trial and error i've come to a tentative conclusion that both of these are a cancer of the mind colouring our actions in certain ways that are rarely beneficial to us...